DISCLAIMER: WORDS, DREAMS and possible interpretations below, like the rest of this site, are diary highlights of personal experiences and opinion from a respectful Judeo-Christian independent worldview. God still loves, leads and talks to His children in a loving manner consistent with His Word, both warning for our protection while loving ALL involved. Please pray over shared thoughts to see what, if anything, God says or confirms to you. I will not be able to respond to your thoughts at this time due to medical limitations.
- 1992
- 1996
- 1998
- 2000, Summer
- 2003 – 2004
- 2005 – 2007
- 2008, October
- 2010, January
- Post 2012, Election
- 2015, June 26
- 2016, November 3
- 2019
- 2020
- 2021
- 2022
1992
HEAVEN DREAM (Hallowed Eve):
Scene 1: Talking to an elderly neighbor in her Sunday dress holding a bunch of flowers. She asked me if the Lord would accept her in Heaven, as she had made mistakes in her life. I told her, “Surely, if you ask Him to come into your heart and make it His home; He will forgive you.” Scene 2: I was going up from the earth seeing the view like one from a space ship. The scene changed again, and I was in a place with middle-eastern style stucco buildings with arched doorways but no people. Scene 3: A place where I saw no one, but felt/heard immense wave after wave of praise in the very Throne Room of God. As it washed over and through me, it was like church praise and worship when the hair on your arms stands up in His Presence; only so much more intense in magnitude, and in a Heavenly chord sung by the angels themselves. I could not see this, only FEEL it throughout my whole being. (My husband had awakened to see me weeping for joy in a 45-degree elevated position for 15 minutes. It was so wonderful I did not want to come back.) Scene 4: Inside a church with arched design at the top, my then-pastor husband standing at the front observing us with his ministerial black robe on as Jesus married myself to a man with no face. My wedding dress was beautiful and spotless, but then I picked up the hem and said, “My shoes are stained.” Then I awoke.
MEANING: The dream occurred on Halloween Eve, after God had been allowing us to be involved in uncovering of satanic and occultic activity in our community. I believe there was some correlation between what the enemy meant for evil, that God would later take and work for good. The lady was an 80-year-old church member who had not been sick. Two weeks after the dream, she went to Heaven. The dress and flowers were funeral symbols. Her asking of Christ and his forgiveness were symbolic, as well as transition from the Earth to Heaven. Praise and worship were seraphim angels in the Presence of God singing holy, holy, holy around His Throne Day and night. (I have felt that same heavenly chord again, when I found myself singing and praying in the Spirit during the past months of worship in 2022.) I did not see God’s face in the dream. The Word says that no one, except Jesus and Moses, can see His face and live. Moses’ face shone with the Holy of Holies’ glory after He revealed Himself to him on the Mountain of God. Man could not contain that wonderful presence I experienced in the dream outside Heaven, but believers have a foretaste through His Holy Spirit. Buildings with arches were symbolic of heaven …. the new Jerusalem. The marriage ceremony had threefold-meaning. It took place in a church. I did not have illness or marriage concerns at the time of the dream, but my then-pastor-husband of twenty-four years would abandon the marriage after onset of my near-death and disability of CFIDS/MCS/ES/Lyme to marry someone who had attended the church. He was watching in the dream – still a pastor. This too occurred. The man with no face was my future husband – also an ordained minister who worked with people with disabilities as his ministry. I did not meet him until over ten years after this dream, nor was I looking to remarry. I would not marry him for ordinary temporal reasons like looks or finances, but for his heart – so the man with no face. My dress, I believe, was symbolic of the Body of Christ in this hour. When Christ will return at the time only God the Father knows for His Bride without spot or blemish. The shoes were symbolic of where His Bride was walking and came in daily contact with the earth (the world) while prepared on the way to the Marriage Supper of the Lamb. All of these events were to occur over the following 20 years, culminating in what may now be the time of His Return. Only God knows. What I know is that God allowed me, as a traditional believer to have the first dream in her life to prepare for the experiences ahead – so that I would know He knew, and was with me through it all – that He was still a supernatural God. And that He would work all things together for the good according to His Purpose.
1996
WORD: On a Christian counselor pen pal envelope return address from lady who lived on the Avenada Manana (Avenue of Tomorrow) in the same town where my son later moved with a military medical internship. That move was followed years later by my daughter’s family, and my permanent move. In 1996 he was not even applying to, in or graduating from medical school, and we were all lifelong residents of the East Coast.
1998
WORD: Your call is like the EWTN show vignette of Patron Saint, Sister Margaret of Castillo’s – to the disabled & the unwanted. You are to pick up the broken shells off the beach, and arrange them together in a basket so the broken part of each is covered by the whole part of the next. (No financial or health resources – only faith in and obedience to His word.)
2000, Summer
WORD: “The world is your parish. You are being taken out of the box of the church, and called into the world.” My heart forever remains in ministry, but the Lord was leading into a new season to be equipped for His non-traditional holistic ministry call. Who knew there would be the unfolding dynamic of a time any of us are subject to becoming disabled, and most “unwanted” by a cabal of demon possessed WEF eugenicists under the guise of a “green” agenda.
WORD: On the way to take the LSAT after a supportive word from my son – naively thinking I might be able to help a person who had suffered as I with disabilities, perhaps in a small administrative law judge courtroom setting – I could not see down the road, only follow the leading of God’s clear word accompanied by open doors, provision and favor – and against the odds, not because of them. As a person with extensively-documented disabilities that included a 40+ point information-processing IQ drop from my former MENSA 140, I only had a graphic arts summa-cum-laude undergraduate degree.
WORD: “RED LETTER DAY” by NewSong … “Another chance to take His Word and walk by faith,” played all that day during my travel there. In the bathroom before the test: “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.” Phil. 4:13 written on the door at eye height – a verse that had been my daddy’s and my life verse. I knew I was where God wanted me on a divine appointment that day – regardless of what happened later. I even had an arts essay question on the test! I was later accepted at a top-tier law school with major disability acccomodations, receiving grants, church and disability scholarships. I was faithfully supported in my efforts by my widowed mother, children, and brothers’ families, and the disability community; and mentored there by a former Dean and head of the American Law Schools, a disability law professor, and a writing professor whose former professor sister had the same illness I did. BUT GOD …
2003 – 2004
WORD: (Two two-week disability-accommodated pro-bono legal reporter internships through Lady Diana’s Landmine Survivors Network-sponsored “Daily Summaries” during the UN Convention on Rights of Persons with Disabilities treaty formation process. My team’s work was posted on their international website.) When telling the Lord, along with my daughter and her medical school boyfriend, “I just can’t do it. There is no way,” regarding the call to this impossible task, as we sat in a Manhattan restaurant – a song immediately came on the loudspeaker causing us all to stop and blink. “Something unpredictable, but in the end it’s right. Hope you have the time of your life.” – from “Good Riddance” (Time of Your Life) by Green Day. Listening in reflection now, I believe these were prophetic words from the Lord. (www.youtube.com/watch?v=CnQ8N1KacJc). I had no vision in that season for what He was going to do down the road; my endeavor was to trust Him for the impossible and do the next right thing. Trust and obey.
2005 – 2007
WORD: “Whatever it takes” was on a championship hockey team billboard at the testing location, as I returned home from what I knew would be an unsuccessful attempt at the essay portion of my first Bar (requiring strong written memory skills). This was before a 2006 tertiary neuroborreliosis diagnosis and ensuing hospital outpatient months of pulsed IV antibiotics. Following that treatment and a year of follow-up oral antibiotics that gave me partial, temporary remission I passed the bar the day after my husband and I spoke at a supportive attorney’s funeral. I had told the Lord I could not physically take it another time.
2008, October
WORD: Going with my second husband to the State Fair – Obama was running for President, with my wholehearted support as a person of good will through Women for Obama (regretfully in hind sight.) FLASH IMPRESSIONS of things to come: At the fair entrance, a potter in a tent with a sign where he was working on completing the vessel. (Coming years). A pale yellow and white dollhouse in an exhibition that looked like my daughter’s childhood one – a handmade from a kit with a barn added. (She had yet to meet and marry her husband whose Christian family lived in their rural home and farm similar to the display model.)
2010, January
WORD: My husband and I were reading “Pilgrim’s Progress,” especially focused on Christian’s trip across the river Jordan to the Heavenly City. “There is a time to be born, and a time to die.” Ecclesiastes 3:1 was a scripture word received two weeks before my husband suddenly contracted and died of H1N1, ARDS and sepsis comorbidity complications within two weeks. MEANING: Foreshadowing of 2020
Post 2012, Election
HALL OF LIBERTY DREAM
Scene: In the American Experience’s “Hall of Presidents” at Liberty Square in Epcot/Disney World’s Magic Kingdom. I was watching a chaotic scene under the balcony, where remaining pillars were still holding up the structure. I saw then-President Barack Obama with a wheelbarrow under the sheltering balcony and a shovel filling it with looted money. I thought about joining him, but then thought better of it. MEANING: Symbolism, while Obama was looting America of treasure and liberty through a New World Order’s fantasy kingdom under the shelter of our remaining Judeo-Christian based laws he had not yet removed through his dismantling policies.
https://www.facebook.com/disdining/videos/voices-of-liberty-at-epcot/1598891746837435/
2015, June 26
WORD: On the White House’s display of the plagiarized “rainbow” flag colors following the Supreme Court holding to legalize “another gospel” of non-Biblical marriage. This removed the last foundational protective pillar from our Judeo-Christian legal system that underpins America’s highest levels of government.
2016, November 3
WORD: The night of the 2016 Election. I went to eat at a local Cuban restaurant while waiting for final election results to come in. Trump was behind. When sitting down, I noticed a television on the wall in between two
art deco framed posters. One said, “ROYAL MAIL” and the other “GRACE STREET.” About that time, the news flashed on the screen with the announcer in shock, stating that President Trump was now leading in the returns. MEANING: He was elected as a Lance Wallnau-prophesied King Cyrus-type of candidate to give US a time of grace. “Royal Mail” was news from Heaven. “Grace Street” was a statement that it was not deserved, based on our immorality as a nation. The Cuban restaurant was a reference to the communism God would use him to keep at bay. At the end of the day, God rules over the nations.
2019
HELP ME NANA DREAM (8/2019):
(The context of this dream or any thought shared is always in love for the individual – respect for the journey of pain, suffering and confusion each of us go through in some measure, while standing for God’s protective truth which does not change. Loving the person who is caught up in sinful acts, without condoning unbiblical actions is important for all of us to move toward true healing. We are all broken people. If you feel too stained for Him to love you, God will always meet you at the point of your need with His love. There is no intent to give anything but compassion, support and clarity to a human being suffering through the challenges of gender or any other confusion. However, there is warning to those who seek to confuse the children, and violate parental and religious rights. God will not hold them guiltless.)
A family member started public school kindergarten, where unbeknowedst to us, it was located next to a hidden cellular tower spot, and in the midst of rolling out the K-12 public school sexual/identity/psychological kidnapping curriculum. This was abusing kindergartners and older by teaching them all, without parental permission, that they could not know whether they were boys or girls, grooming and leading to tragic societal self-mutilations of children decried by those now de-transitioning. In a dream that night, I heard a child crying out, “Nana, help me.” I was told later that the child had cried out when taken there. God wanted to warn of what they were trying to do to the children worldwide. He wants us to see what He sees – 20/20 – so we can stop it.
WORD (9/19/2019) Going to Sea WORLD with a grandchild, he talked me into riding ATLANTIS (lost civilization) with him one time. Never a fan of dramatic roller coasters since I was averse to the accompanying sensations of apprehension, dread, fright and having my stomach fly up into my throat during descent – nevertheless, I rode it once for him. My strategy was to first realize it was an artificial ride, then manage the symptoms by logic, looking away during descent (behind my broad brimmed sun hat); bracing, protectively holding onto both my family member and something stable ie. the cart’s grab bar, and squealing every now and then when I couldn’t stand it anymore. Then it was done, I only got slightly wet because it was a controlled descent, and was less terrified than if I hadn’t used a plan. MEANING: When 2020 started, the Lord reminded me of this, and that we would be undergoing something like it as a society. Later, a young trans person at a local co-op was troubled, and spoke to me of his dream strapped into a roller coaster with his childhood dog, going up and down and unable to get off the ride. God loves us all, but the eugenicists do not. He was experiencing the fact that they intended to take away all of our choice, while pretending to do otherwise in order to fracture our society. Divide and conquer, then enslave humanity. This was the worldwide control used in the pandemic to treat us all like we were children with no control of our own. Though diverse, all humanity had common experience on this “ride.” WORLD+ATLANTIS = lost world civilization.
WORD (9/26/2019): Following my M.D.’s attendance at the first EMF Medical Conference, he brought me Arthur Firstenberg’s book, “The Invisible Rainbow: The History of Electricity and Life” showing the multitude of science behind why 50% of the people would get sick, disabled and some die after the non-natural intensity and radiation of the 2020 5G microwave EMF worldwide rollout – both on the earth and in the earth’s ionosphere like a giant microwave oven. Instead of the current 10% MCS/ES disability figure, he told me the doctors would not know why, but there would be related heart attacks, strokes, neurological problems, cancer, pneumonias, flus, weakened immunity, increased inflammation, etc. MEANING: This is happening. www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC8580522/
2020
WORDS: * Worship (weapon of spiritual warfare), * Dream Revival (activating believers to their call), * Word (weapon of spiritual warfare), * My Hand is in This (even painful circumstances), * Take it Back (the country),
* I Can Change my Mind (God can change His mind on a course of action/warning based on the repentance or continued rebellion of His people.) * Start a website and call it www.warnandcomfortthepeople.org. I argued with the Lord on the last word to warn and comfort in the midst of my own limitations. In this hour, I now understand more fully the WATCHMAN call to warn of impending danger, and the need for all of us to comfort people in their distress by sharing clues and words He provides – thus the holistic content and name of this website.
PANDEMIC RELIEF/PTL NETWORK DREAM (3/15/20):
Scene 1: I was grocery shopping at night, coming out to the car from our local grocery store. I had two red carts, one full of bread, and one with not much – trying to steer them to my car. A helper came behind and stood alongside my right side (I assumed it was a grocery store employee) and put equal amounts of the bread in each cart. I looked up, and it was President Trump trying to help me. He pushed the cart to cross the dark street toward my gold half-Cadillac/half-truck, looking into headlights both ways in traffic to make sure it was safe to cross. He lifted up one cart to the back truck part, where it briefly got stuck but lifted it up safely. Then he lifted and pushed the other safely in. There was a feeling of comfort and kindness; then “They don’t like to give rings to people, but he has given US a diamond ring; and it will be OK. He’s going to take care of you. The American people.” Scene 2: I was in a cafeteria line, trying to tell someone about the dream but no one would listen; then Pastor Lori Bakker was sitting taking notes, and said, “You have green and red on the front of your shirt.” Scene 3: I heard a bicycle bell ringing, and saw a young man with dark hair (like Jim’s Burlington revival picture at the beginning of his ministry) riding on it like a news boy, and “Jim is going to have his network.” Scene 4: I saw a USPS truck and logo that looked both like a stylized American Eagle and Donald Trump’s side profile. MEANING: President Trump would go on to get bi-partisan support for two historic pandemic COVID relief bills, committed to standing alongside the people of America. Bread: food, gold car/truck (money to both wealthy, working class and vulnerable); red carts (warning); night (our country in a dark place of crisis); the ring (President’s covenant commitment to US). Cafeteria line: food, money (green), blood (warning). Bicycle with bell ringing (paperboy delivering the news): “Jim” Bakker had a stroke at the time of this dream, and PTL Network was later born against the odds in the midst of the chaos. USPS Truck (One of the tools of Election fraud scheme) against US, and USPS Logo on the truck (stylized eagle logo) similar to Donald Trump’s profile.
WORD (3/20): “Sounds of Silence” by Simon & Garfunkel. Pastors in fear, come out from behind the pulpits and stand up and speak the truth so the people will be protected. We are on Holy Ground. Take your shoes off (humility); it is not enough to kneel now (this is a different, desperate time). If not, THE BUILDINGS WILL BE SOLD.
“THE CHILDREN ARE IN DANGER” DREAM (4/2020):
God spoke to me a second time clearly and simply, “The children are in danger.” MEANING: At this time another family member was in a preschool we found later through a news article, was in a denomination with ties to Gaia/wicca worship. Other older elementary ages also, unknown to the public, were being taught the progressively worse public school pornographic content passing as sexual education, Marxist CRT indoctrination, and to hate self, parents, country and others. Traditions like St. Patrick’s Day were cancelled with the goal of cutting US loose from societal stability and religious, moral history. All of the children are in danger, including from the harmful shots without parental informed consent with no benefit and grave risk. My thoughts are that parents whose children were unknowingly exposed to attempted brainwashing consider “deprogramming” lovingly and conversationally by replacing plagiarized Big Lie symbols disguised as biblical rainbows and unicorns. In their place, share briefly the entire truth in love, ie. “We have to watch out now, some bad guys out there acting like leaders, including some teachers, characters in movies, shows, games and books trying to trick us with untrue words and untrue stories teaching us to do bad things, just like the bad guys in video games. This is the true thing. They are not your mommy and daddy. God gave you us as your first teachers and protectors. If anybody says things that don’t line up with what God says in the Bible, and that mommy and daddy believe and teach you, come to us to talk about it. But always stay kind, and pray for people, like Jesus does, who are confused, hurting, don’t fit in, and are maybe sad.” Environmentally-dangerous medically also were toxic wireless radiation towers placed outside and inside preschool and elementary schools, and sometimes even in our homes with recommended wireless microwave-emitting “learning” brain-injuring devices, not like the wired version of the previous generation, or the fiber optic version now. (https://www.nbcnews.com/health/health-news/electrosmog-harming-our-health-flna1C9441432)
I believe that GOD answered prayers by shutting down public schools through COVID, getting the children out of often corrupted, abusive public educational systems and exposing the betrayal of trust. Parents have had to make heroic, mostly impossible choices during this time. Hopefully in the future, public school education which was historically started through the church, will either return to its’ original mission of reading, writing and arithmetic or be replaced by with good alternatives with school choice vouchers, etc. Many parents have now been awakened to attempted usurpation of parental rights, early sexualization and grooming of the children based on a flawed study, and indoctrination with communist literature. I see no way for a child to remain in the current toxic brainwashing system for that many hours a day and parents realistically retain the ability to correct it in the small amount of awake home time – especially when they are fighting a two-front peer-pressure cultural war against Big Entertainment, Big Media, and corrupt corporations with occultism, rebellion and upside-down thinking taught. In these situations, they are being indoctrinated and psychologically kidnapped from their parents. Private Christian schools, home schools, a hybrid church-homeschool model, learning pods, etc. in a lower-EMF wired tech environment may be the solution. Christian media options like Superbook, CBN News, PureFlix, Angel Studios, and Dr. Ben Carson’s Little Patriots. are now emerging. Additional socialization avenues may include neighbors, church, a Christian alternative to now-polarized Boy and Girl Scouts – Trail Life USA, and other arts and sports activities with accountability, visibility, low EMF, parental supervision and involvement. Online options exist such as Rumble (You-Tube alternative), Godtube and others. Now is a great time to direct your spending, along with others, to people who are actually protecting faith values. Alternatives to the predatory corporate monoliths (ie. Target, Amazon, etc.) are available with independents or shopping directly online with the brands you like. Our “convenience” is literally killing us. Please remember, the children really don’t need a lot of things, but they do need you and your love and protection. Brainstorming post-high school education may look like good quality, family values-friendly excellent schools such as Regent University, Hillsdale College, online components, apprenticeships, etc. The children ARE in danger. We must stand up for them if we want to be on the right side of history, speak the truth in love, and have alternatives to the sick systems – while still loving and praying for those who have already been harmed or confused. We must not allow truth to lie in the streets, while God-given natural laws of creation are stripped away. This is a historical time when what each one of us does matters for all.
“STAY THE COURSE“ BIKE-RIDING WORD (6/26/20):
Object lesson from watching youngest grandson climb the pedestrian bridge on his bike on the way home: When climbing up the bridge to the unseen other side, it is difficult, and more difficult if you slow down, and lose momentum. Best approach, even if you can’t see the other side until you reach the top is to stand up on your bike pedals, and push hard, moving forward one pedal at a time. Keep momentum; don’t stop; STAND. Stay ON COURSE. Then when you reach the top, be more cautious, though it seems easier coming down – STAY ON COURSE.
AMERICA/ISRAEL IN CHANGE DREAM (8/4/20):
Scene 1: An old-fashioned car (like my father’s from the 50s-60s) underwater in a swimming pool. Someone and I were trying to get it back to the top and out. With a great struggle, after having to go back up for air we pulled, then pushed it up from the bottom up and over the pool edge onto dry land. Scene 2: Inside of a multistory building with a wartime chaos feeling in and outside. I and a young mother were watching over two little children. They had found a place behind a little, separated mid-level walled-off area to sleep for the night, and pillows. Someone came to the glass door to get in, so we locked it for safety reasons and they went away to find their own spot. Another woman called their father on the phone, and he said, “Tell her that I found enough to pay the bills.” I told the woman I was going to find out where our building was located so we could call and give him directions if he came looking for his family. Scene 3: I went around the corner to the front of what looked like a city government stone-columned building with lots of people coming and going. I spoke to a security guard or policeman in front of the building, in light-hearted sort of way. When I looked up, on the face of the building was engraved in official capital letters …. ISRAEL. Then it said something else under that … I assumed US. Scene 4: I headed back toward the corner to go behind the building where we were located, and looked for a street signpost. While I was puzzling over it, where it was knocked sideways from its original position with faded letters, it seemed to say Raleigh, NC. But I was unsure, and some policeman passing by said kindly, “Yes, if you all would stop that, it would be readable.” (The planned cultural societal chaos?) Then I woke up, suddenly afraid with a dread, as temporary normalcy struck bottom and changed to new reality. MEANING?: Israel and America’s governments are linked as allies through Judeo-Christian foundational principles, and tangible support since World War II. Economic (underwater), cultural and governmental chaos (buildings), ie. rioting in the cities (urban NC capital police), societal financial collapse, housing dislocation. Mass homelessness and unemployment that reaches middle America, as commercial and residential eviction protections cease? Suddenly, changed from one reality to another.
“PLOT FAIL” WORD (10.14.20): The sun was rising in the mist on the community park ballfield, below the November 3 voting precinct at the school overlooking the field and its American flag. It was the morning of the day President Trump appointed ACB in the afternoon to replace RBG who had passed away near/on Rosh Hashana 2020. “The plot will fail at ground zero.” In a flash “mind’s eye” vision, sort of like a quick spiritual virtual reality experience, I was up where I saw Jesus, with the Father to his left, looking down to my right onto the pre-election scene in America. “America started with a noble idea.” I gave her a place in this world – MINE. WE made it to be a place of freedom and refuge. Her enemies are the enemies of God. As they fall, the Holy Spirit will fall and save US, and she will arise. MEANING?: I asked the Lord, is NYC ground zero? He said no, and the Supreme Court came to mind. There the plot to subvert our country’s moral values was first enshrined in public law at the highest court in the land, and officially spurned God’s laws (10 Commandments) and covenant on which the country was founded. (Legalization of 1973: Roe abortion, O’Hare no prayer, Laurence vs TX redefining God’s definition of marriage, etc.) I asked a family member what they thought it was. They said, maybe the Georgia election? Maybe at some place like Maricopa County where the ground game of fraud will be exposed by we, the people citizens on the ground? I shared this word with a gun shop employee while getting a protective firearm the next week, and he said even he couldn’t believe God for that. It will happen spiritually in the church, before manifesting in the natural, ie. government. 7/6/2023 UPDATE: Thus, the 1970’s Asbury Revival, and Jesus Revolution revisited now? In 2022, Roe was unexpectedly overturned by the Supreme Court, leaving open the possibility for other future overturning of bad law. Even now, I wonder if ground zero might also be the Church standing up for the Word and caring for the people, as well as the People standing up and reclaiming the ground of truth and the holy, abdicated to the temples of man and man’s gods. The 1970’s inscription over the room of the Wilmore (God wills more revival fire from the embers of the) Asbury Revival (ash-bury dead ashes of the church) revival says, “Holiness unto the Lord.” That is our responsibility in this hour … whatever our hand findeth to do, do with all of our might – whether sharing the Good News, interceding, speaking to a neighbor, volunteering where there is need, or running for office based on His ability – our own. Only the mind of God knows what is next, and His direction for our individual lives, but I do know that He told us to “occupy until He comes.” Whether He changes His mind based on our country’s I Chron. 7:14 repentance and return, or lack of it – is in His merciful yet just hands. As our times are in His hands, if this is the season of His return, then His Plan will unfold accordingly. Time will tell.
WORD (10/31/20): THE HALLOWEEN VOTE. My 2020 spookily surreal voting experience on Halloween morning was as follows. The school polling place shrouded in fog (mystery), seemingly no signs posted that it was voting day, no lines, no people, no handicapped voting signs at the curb, or curbside voting (vote suppression with no meaningful access), only a few small polling site signs turned backwards (confusion), until I went searching the length of a football field around the back far end of the school where a few people also were trying to find where to vote. It was pretty much deserted (in-person voter suppression of a population that historically vote in-person on Election Day). A man coming in behind me stated he came in-person on his lunch hour because an online records check stated he had not voted – though he had in early voting (governmental systems election fraud). I was given a sharpie (not an ink pen), had to ask for my unused mail ballot to be torn up after a new one was given. An uncommunicative man sat in a far isolated corner with an unmarked, unsealed cardboard paper “ballot” box. There were no impartial observers, no normal protections against election fraud. Never had an experience voting like that … ever. I definitely did not feel my vote was secure. MEANING?: Bunch of clowns in “pretend it’s honest” masks orchestrating an unparalleled election charade of voter suppression, corruption, theft and in-persona and wireless fraud on an unimagined scale under cover of pandemic darkness. Later confirmed by extensive evidence not yet seen in an uncorrupted court of law, ie. “2000 Mules” by Dinesh D’Souza & True the Vote, real-time election-night evidence of manipulated wireless election poll data to and from primarily Chinese IP addresses, recorded by white-hat hackers in “[S]Election Code”, “Absolute Proof” – Lindell TV. Still seemingly being attempted today, based on facts in evidence in 2022, easily hacked and circumvented machines and machine wireless-enabled capability. www.frankspeech.com.
WORD (11/7/20): WE MADE IT >>> TAKE IT BACK – Red letter words on water bottle case in car trunk during early days after the election before all “results” clear, but after the Election was “called” at 10 pm (never before had happened) on what appears to be a partly-compromised network (with owners’ wives Hillary supporters), that conservatives trusted to their detriment.
GUARDIAN ANGEL WORD (11/15/2020): (Before cancer surgery) I am sending your guardian angel.
CANCER WEAPON WORD: “We will fight with this” when I was holding spinach in my hand in preparation for a green drink. A word for me, but also for each person I believe, as we each have a guardian angel dispatched by God from birth, and immunity-boosting and inflammation-suppressing foods are a great preventative strategic tool.
EVERY LITTLE THING WORD (11/24/2020): (As I entered a hospital called Mercy for surgery, I walked under the carved wooden open-armed statue of Christ.) “We are going to take care of every little thing.” I had a lot of disability accommodations necessary to walk out alive after. They were all fulfilled, against the odds – like no masks, wireless or chemicals in the environment, special meds, etc. “I hope so,” I said. Going into pre-surgery, I saw a mind’s eye mini-vision of the blood vessels going through the body, and He said, “These are like the body of Christ. This is how we will get through the chaos of these times, by going through the bloodstream of the body of Christ – my network of believers.” I am believing God for this word for us all. I also was looking down from a heavenly vantage, and saw Jesus looking down with the Father at the election situation turmoil. I received the impression that He was aware of it, was watching and would handle it, but my main focus was to be on healing.
WORD 11/31/20: “My hand is in this.” Scripture word, when wondering if I should legally fight the hospital pharmacist for withstanding my doctors’ pain medication OFIRMEV orders multiple times. MEANING: God was giving me answers for a healthy protocol in the midst of today’s adversity. I am believing God for these two words for America as well, but we have to discern and battle figures of power we should have been able to trust.
DEPOSED WORD (12/1/20): DEPOSED. King David had his position usurped and was deposed by an evil plot by his unappointed son, Absalom. (President Trump?) When the plot was foiled for David, he was bidden into the capital city of the nation. God’s people welcomed him back because God had appointed him, not man.
BORN TO REIGN WORD (12:20/20): I put a poster sign in my window that a grandchild brought home to me.
“BORN TO REIGN IN US FOREVER” were the words over the manger scene drawing. MEANING: Christ is the One who will truly reign over us forever … the King of Kings. This sign would be remarked upon with joy by many who saw it over the next 2 years, pointing our eyes to Jesus only.
2021
WORD: They are herding my people into the cattle cars. This is their Final Solution for humanity. (satanically-inspired New World Order cabal, ie. worldwide eugenics depopulation agenda under guise of a communist “Green New Deal” laid out at WEF through Klaus Schwab, Noah Yuval Harare, Bill Gates, Clintons, George Soros, Biden/Obama, and other WEF Young Leaders Summit world, national and state graduates put in place before COVID) with Holocaust 2.0-style manipulation using the people’s trust in “innocent” gas showers (poison shots), planned famine through sabotage and policies, pestilence and wars, etc. to carry out their plot. If I had not listened to words coming out of their own mouths, I would not have believed it.
CLINTONS DREAM: (early months of 2021 long before Biden Afghanistan pullout)
Scene 1: Started off with Bill Clinton who showed me a wound under his left arm. Then Hillary complained of hurting muscles, and had to leave camp in truck and find person to help. After ended up in the midst of nowhere to take to safety; my doctor-son tried to help by coming and doing OMT (osteopathic manipulative therapy) to help America’s internal Marxist foe, then laid still, in pain himself. Someone said, he is hurt from recent neck surgery. She attacked him verbally, but he was not moving. Scene 2: Then to a house with two floors, but couldn’t climb high enough to get help. Separately a car ran into the first floor, causing some collapse. Top floor people came out to see what was wrong. Transition: Can’t find way back. Scene 3: Rescue mission to ones left behind in fear and darkness. Map changed to Afghanistan, and old roads cracked had to be repaired as they went. Got to camp/rescue? MEANING: 1: Bill Clinton by the left and family; he and Hillary were symbols of the enemy/traitorous, corrupted government system, that has been weaponized against the military members trying to help heal the country at their own personal cost. 2: House speaks of Congress. Floors are House of Representatives and Senate. Top floor people are those in American leadership. Bridge: we can’t find our way back. 3: Rescue mission to those left behind when Biden left Afghanistan?
HIDDEN THINGS DREAM (1/11/21):
Things I appreciated, like my top-tier law school and the leadership there were being used in my mind to give me an anti-truth, anti-Christ message. From a path at top of cliff I was overlooking, I saw people I had trusted doing questionable or legally forbidden things. I advised caution because it looked dangerous. MEANING: Law school and loved, trusted institutions, and associated people were corrupted and used to give antichrist flawed message. Watchman’s warning while overlooking those preparing to do things dangerous to the republic. My former Dean has written an article showing NWO worldview. Another professor’s spouse was a self-avowed communist and ACLU executive board member. Another prof was ex-White House counsel/American Constitution Society member whose efforts with the latter, his Christian Legal Society member/intern told me, were to undermine the Constitution, not uphold it.
IWO JIMA PARENTS WORD (5/21): Flash vision on the way to routine appointment to change the oil. This was before parents found out about school district shot mandates for children. I saw the iconic bronze, historic military statue of the battle at Iwo Jima, only instead of the soldiers raising the American flag with great effort, it was living, breathing parents with blood, sweat and tears pouring down their faces, holding up the American flag over their children as the battle raged. Swords and wedding rings were laid down on the ground behind them, symbolizing even divorced parents coming together to protect the country, and thus their children who played under the shadow of the flag symbolizing freedom.
VET AIRPORT DREAM (8/31/21):
Scene: On an airport concourse with sandy brown carpet. Iraq Gulf War I vet I knew personally was unable to walk, and had his face pressed down on the floor behind a dark-skinned woman who was walking backwards looking forward. She was attempting to walk on his face while doing so. I was pushing his wheels because he could not walk, and trying to at the same time keep her from stepping on him. Finally, seeing what she was doing was no accident, I said NO, and turned around and went the other way to keep him safe, free and protected. MEANING: Goal was disrespect of service members and veterans of military valor and honor, and to move US to military unreadiness. They were in transition (airport) with evil, deceptive leadership getting ready to humiliate, harm, and force/coerce illegally the honorable veterans and military who served this country into CRT reverse racism; mutilating gender reassignment surgeries; Tuskegee Airmen-experimental, disabling, lethal shots and protocols under the guise of military readiness; unsafe, unprepared Afghanistan withdrawal to give away self-defensive arms and monies to our enemies. etc. – symbolized by the airplane picture without the real ability to walk off.
UNPREPARED FOR RAIN DREAM (9/2/21):
A prepping family in a house. Their daughter said the bedroom bed couldn’t be used by me (visiting) because of a wet spot on it. I replied, “It’ll be ok, I can just put a towel on the spot and sleep on the dry part.” When I had to move a stranger off the spot, he wasn’t very helpful, staying asleep. I had to roll him out of the way to start cleaning it myself, since it was too wet for a towel alone. The spot kept refilling each time I tried to dry it. After further investigation to find the source of water, I noticed puddles of liquid on the floor under the right side of the bed. I went through the right-side door to see what was in the next room. It was empty, still under construction with no light switch where expected, and a huge puddle on the floor. As I looked up to see source – it was rain dripping through the roof. In a place not used to rain, the roof was not maintained. This was source of problem where normal solutions did not work. MEANING: Get to physical and spiritual source of problem, prayer covering, spiritual warfare that we are not used to doing, and normal solutions for problems won’t work ‘til get to the source of it. America not used to rain (adversity) and her protective covering was not maintained. Bed is a place of rest; the stranger to a democratic republic (illegal immigration and Trojan Horse leaders) sleeping there were not helpful to being safe, dry, prepared, at rest and secure. No light was shining on the issue where expected.
PREYING ON THE CHILDREN DREAM (10-21-21):
I saw a little five-or-six-year-old boy strapped into a handicapped seat on the airport shuttle I was riding. When we stopped, we had to figure how to get him out. A ramp attached to his chair went out and down – and we all got him out. In the airport then, I asked where his mom was. He didn’t know; so I asked him where they were staying and he mentioned a hotel name. I asked the airport workers to contact the hotel, and see if a missing child had been reported. They went in an office/official area to do that. Meanwhile outside in the concourse mall area, I asked him what had happened. He said a man gave him milk and cookies. I held him, and asked him what happened after that. He started crying and weeping. I said “That was a bad man, and you are a good child, and that was a bad thing for him to do.” He said, “I am so glad I found you.” I said, “I am so glad I found you too.” God spoke, “Give the children a voice.”
Note: NOT SAFE now, even though it looks so on the surface. Innocent children are the victims. I was reminded that some “leaders,” and also some teachers in public schools and others, are the equivalent to what happened to that innocent, vulnerable little boy – handicapped by their predatory actions. It is wrong. It is evil to let our children be led and victimized by leaders with an evil agenda. I was reminded of the unprotected illegal child immigrants coming into this country, flown all over in the dead of night with no accountability for their care, and the high probability of human trafficking.
OCEAN DREAM (11/12/21):
RFK, Jr., Christian health freedom attorney, was there alongside my family as we were checking into a seafront inn (where waves were incoming). All was normal until, looking from another angle, I noticed the inn room was so close to the ocean waves drama it was actually being hit underneath by the waves. I assumed the inn’s moorings were deep. Water unexpectedly came into the parking lot and put the car underwater, with belongings in trunk wet and a couple of bags washed away. Walking through the hotel, corridors had water in them. Lines of people were sitting in an underwater lobby oblivious or distracted by media. Access to the manager was blocked from getting drying racks to mitigate damage. Back corridors were a hospital ward with water rising on the floors. MEANING: Imminent warning to America, RFK: watchman, Inn: temporary abode, Water: destructive, economic waves affecting transport, personal items, safety. Unaware people: distracted by media, or distressed by abnormal occurrences, affected financially, government-driven. Manager: no recourse. Waves: foundations under assault. Lobby: Displaced persons. American healthcare/medical system underwater financially; no access to management of crisis. There was also a temptation here not to do one’s duty. RFK symbolized America (and his staunchly anti-Communist WWII veteran uncle JFK) being harmed under the guise of “medical coercion,” the present assault on life and children, parental rights, consent and freedom under guise of pandemia in the midst of the wave after wave of NWO-concocted drama now occurring.
WORD (12/2/21): Time for the Joseph-men to activate, and activate their team. (Joseph was the one who God used otherwise bad circumstances to protect his family, and the world … to save many people alive.) Flash Vision: In Gulliver’s Travels, Lilliputians tie him down with 1000 wraps by the little people (words/enemies). He stands up, and all of the bonds of captivity break and captors go flying willy-nilly. That is U.S. and our men – Not hopeless. Repent if needed, and face forward. “Rise up O men of God. Have done with lesser things. Give heart and soul and mind and strength to serve the King of Kings.” – William Merrill
THE CALL WORDS (12/5/21): Time to RISE. Speak from weakness, then STRONG. “The World is your parish.” “Change the face of disability on the planet.” IMPORTANT: See people as broken. See pain. Look beyond fault and see need.
CALLED TO WORLD WORD: Often both Jesus and us are unheard? A prophet without honor in his own hometown, He encountered all points of view, all pain and brokenness. His Voice is the Voice of the moment. FACT: FOR SUCH A TIME AS THIS, we are brought to the kingdom. And sent into the UNIverse (one in Christ), not the fake metaverse.
VOW as God spoke to me while singing with the choir during a night service as a young pastor’s wife (1984) – “Here I am Lord. It is I Lord, I have heard you calling in the night. I will go Lord if you lead me. I will hold your people in my heart. I the Lord of wind and rain. I have seen my people’s pain. I have wept for love of them. They turn away. …give them hearts for love alone.” – “I, the Lord of Sea and Sky (Here I Am, Lord)” by Dan Schutte. “You are called to minister to the disabled and the unwanted. – (October 1997) The people worldwide are the unwanted now, as NWO elites are attempting to kill and disable us all in their “green new deal” de-population eugenics agenda. Start a website; call it “WARN and COMFORT the people.” I have trained you (through life) on this course. WORDS: Disability, Betrayal, Loss, Shame, Mockery, Humility, Love, Faith, In His Strength Alone, Presence, Peacemaking, Passion, Law, Grace and Justice and Mercy, Task-oriented, Courage to obey Him in the face of fear, Heritage.
Body of Christ, RUN the course, even in the night, with light GOD GAVE. IM*POSSIBLE in the natural is MISSION POSSIBLE with God. One step at a time – closer to achieving the call/charge He has put on YOUR life. INSPIRE others. We are called to the HOUR.
THE GINGERBREAD CHILDREN WORD (12/9/21):
Happily making Christmas gingerbread cookies for the church school Christmas Program & Bake Sale, I reflected on how individual faces and decoration of each cookie reminded me of the children – little girls and boys each with their own personalities and individual worth – GINGERBREAD PEOPLE. (I think God must view the people He created and birthed into their mothers’ wombs in the “image of God.” The face of God.) As it was my first time decorating with ROYAL ICING, I made the red icing too thin. As I piped it, there were accidents :o) When I placed them in the container to take to the church some of them slid askew and a trail of red marks followed (like blood). I was horrified. Getting in the car heading to the church, I took a new route to the left past our High School. It had started to rain, and I saw a lone protestor beside a policeman outside the front of the school in front of a placard advertising free vaccines to students. I hadn’t known of this, but God did. He began crying out through my spirit that behind the festivity of the season, the lives of His beloved children were going to be disabled, and some die needlessly just like the red icing that had stained the gingerbread cookie children. He was upset, and I felt His pain in my body. Arriving at the festive Christmas play, I was still horrified with this unexpected pulling back of the veil of Christmas “normalcy” following the royal red icing Gingerbread Children debacle. Jesus spoke to my spirit, “THIS IS WHAT GOD SEES. This is not a normal Christmas. There is a surface veneer, and I will pull back the curtain and show what is underneath.” I felt a sense of His pain and the horror of what they were about to do to the children behind the cloak of darkness and a festive season celebrating Christ first caoming as a child to shed His blood to wash our sin clean. We are to keep our eyes on Jesus. I also sensed TWO AMERICAS this Christmas.One was celebrated in JOY in the house of the Lord where I was going to church. The other was in a different home. One was a simple one where the children were protected, and one where they were in the dark. God’s heart showed me this as I was focused on routine preparations. It is not routine any more. Of note, public school sex ed indoctrination also used a “GENDERBREAD” picture to explain to kindergartners and older how they can’t know their sex.
2022
GENDER DYSPHORIA DREAM (1/21/22):
(This is not about sex. About longing for time/closeness from same-sex parent/confusion, curiosity, growing stage, satan’s thoughts/trick us to act on, etc.) My brother wanted to switch with me, and he became a girl, and I a boy, and parents approved. We lived in separate towns. I agreed. Some sort of thought surgery? that I was in his body and he was in mine. My experiences first: Painted fingernails 3-5x multicolored before I looked in mirror and remembered I was a boy now. I wiped off polish with a tissue. I felt more aggressive before I went to school, talked to someone and explained what was happening. They said they needed to talk to parents and change it back. I talked to brother, and he didn’t like being a girl either. It’s the children being mismatched. (Yes! Internal surgery of the spirit to reverse.) (MEANING: Never had a dream like this before or since. I didn’t know this fraud not based in reality, was being systematically surgically/culturally coerced and brainwashed to harm innocent vulnerable children as well as adults; changing nature’s laws based on the flawed “science” of one man, instead of helping with love through a phase, or bringing prayer, love and healing at the point of need, ie. identity crisis, pain and confusion.)
WORD: I identify as (ME)! The atheist communists/socialist/facist agenda is trying to stamp out individuality, and the Constitutional and institutional protections of our God-given civil rights while disguising itself as a savior.
WHITE TIGER DREAM (2022):
I was in a small house, left to babysit a white tiger who was a domestic pet. The tiger became aggressive, no matter how nice I was to it and petted it. I was reminded of a phrase in law school about wild animals. They were inherently dangerous predators by nature. Their owners have to know this fact will not change. I went to the bathroom and tried to close the door until someone came home, but the tiger began to push his way in. I said, NO, you will have to leave this house. It is NOT safe. MEANING: The entertainment and devices we have chosen to babysit our children, and allow in our homes are NOT tame, but inherently dangerous and predatory by nature. My son noted that it was a white tiger that had eaten it’s trainer’s face off; ie. the children’s God-given identity. We should tell them to leave NOW, and not tolerate these teachers of evil in our homes virtually.
WORD (2022): The temple of man is coming down.
WORD (4/11/22): HOW TO OVERCOME DO NOT respond in kind. Danger contains the word anger. Dark vs light – light overcomes by shining brighter. Remember Stephen vs. his persecutor Saul – he allowed God’s light to shine through his face as he looked up to Heaven, and the light grew to shine on and change for good after his sacrificial death, Saul to Paul – and to the whole world through his letters to the churches. We are children of the light.
STOP MAN MOVING WORD (5/2022): Coming back home past the grocery store, my attention was directed strongly multiple times to a white moving truck with black lettering, “COLE MAN MOVING”. The words MAN and MOVING were emphasized in my mind. God said, “They are going to try and stop men from moving; by cutting abundant gas supply, raising prices high, coercing switching to electric cars, then hiking electric rates unaffordably because of green new deal insufficient solutions; airplanes won’t be able to afford jet fuel, nor people tickets, pilots sick from the jab, weather-modification; truckers diesel and engine oil costly and cut off, railroads, and food/goods supply chains. MEANING: They have now done all of this, are depleting military national emergency oil reserves, sabotaging and stopping fracking, pipelines and oil imports all over the world; encouraging strikes; diesel shortages. They cannot legally interfere early on with interstate commerce because of the Commerce Clause, so they are targeting other ways to stop, impoverish, starve, freeze and isolate. The “green” alternatives are insufficient, and may be dangerous, ie. electric cars and bikes’ higher EMF radiation elevates cancer risk, with a limited electric supply and lengthy visits to charging stations that use mercury-emitting coal-powered smokestacks.
WORD (6/2022): Flash vision. I saw Jesus bend over and use His arm to sweep the table clean, and sit down with serious loving smile on His face. He put the wine and the bread before His people (The Church). I was reminded of the song, “Clear the Stage” by Jimmy Needham. The front of the church is an ALTAR (holy place to cry out to God), not a STAGE (entertainment). Jesus said, “My house shall be called a house of prayer.” “The effective, fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much.” Our worship to the only One who is worthy of honor and praise, and prayer should be raised up to fight spiritual battles NOW. MEANING: No performance, just real essentials of early Church ministry, prayer and worship needed. One on one with Him at a table set by His sacrifice. Not even instruments are necessary, though not prohibited. Noise should not drown out the still, small voice of the Holy Spirit. Worship in spirit and in truth. More than a rote song or prayer is needed now, more than just singing or praying words. He needs to hear the cry of our heart to the Father … abba … in chords given by Heaven, prophecy, song of the heart and prayer in the spirit. Praise and adore Him. Talk with Him in a garden restored. Worship and unbroken communication with His children is what the deceiver temporarily usurped from our Father through the fall. Focus your life on restoring direct ongoing loving communication with Him. This is how we fight our battles – on a spiritual front first. Then peacefully acting as led by the Holy Spirit.
WORD (6.24.22): The hour is late.
POEM WORD (8-21-22):
I am a Tree
Just a tiny seed
with a living soul
Sprung up through the earth
Drawn to the Light
Budding leaves unfurl
Tiny at first but growth
Tended and unfurled by daily
Sprinkles from Heaven
Blessings of rain
Nutrients from dead decaying things
Fuel life
A young birch perhaps
Stretching its hand toward the Heavens
Being called to live beside the road less travelled
Growing in the midst of fellow seedlings
Established in its own right
Seasons change
Summertime heat basking in life and joy
Thirst and drought wither
In the Fall dreams seemingly change color to die
Glorious display – the falling away
Stripped with no more outward beauty
The essence of life structure still remains
A beauty for each season
Along with skeletal remains of life purpose
The tears of that season, like ice from Heaven
You are “old”, tree – not of use here
Said the short-sighted one
Like a country, the weight too unbearable for its branches.
Some snap and break.
Strengthen what remains, and endure
‘Til spring’s warmth comes again
As surely it will
As seedtime and harvest.
God sends the frost of heaven
Pure unique sparkling gems
Blanket and cover the dead imperfect parts of earth
Seeds of life in the hidden roots remain
Once again to spring forth into His beauty of
Spring and new life … activating
To bear delicious fruit, now unseen
Life force waiting ‘til time
To burst forth again
Birds in its branches
Sheltering in His protection
The time of the singing of the birds will come.
I was young
Now I am old
I have NEVER seen the righteous forsaken
Or his seed out begging for bread affirms the Psalmist
The planting of the Lord
His forever
WAKE UP … ITS TIME DREAM (8.24.22):
I was asleep, and felt a nudge. My brain tried to screen it out as routine background dream and stay asleep. Second nudge came (FOR REAL) I felt it in the real world. The Lord awoke me. He’s excited!
Scene 1: A hollowed-out computer terminal (See what’s deeper than scripted news.) Enter a different way. To intimate relationship. Scene 2: Second Coming: Wake up, make sure you are ready with an intimate relationship with Him. Won’t find announcement of His Coming on TV/Computer/Phone News/Entertainment. MEANING: With tiny amount of wryness for me not getting it; THE BRIDE OF CHRIST – Get ready for the Bridegroom to come for His Bride, and the Marriage Supper of the Lamb – He’s excited about it, and doesn’t want us to miss it – FOR REAL!.
SEPIA DREAM (9/1/22):
On flat beachscape by myself with no higher perspective of an unfolding drama. Doing something inconsequential, fiddling with normal “pride of life” things, I was unaware the tide was higher than I realized, and had come in around me. Noticing something, I headed inland to get the car. Looking back, I saw wave spray hitting in sepia (past) tone. Thinking I needed to get a picture of that on the way back to get the second load of gear, I had one vehicle, and thought “There is no one here to help me.” Grabbing personal stuff, I did not have enough time to pack. Reminded of “yesterday” … Pearl Harbor, the light of setting sun on water. MEANING: Like the 1960’s Myrtle Beach motel family vacation scene I went on as a 10-year-old holding my shell collection, I was unaware because I had no upper perspective/view of the unfolding panorama. The tide of yesteryear (World War II, upcoming III?) came in more rapidly than expected. Unprepared, I was alone, wasting time with personal stuff. PAST: Been on vacation. Shell collection: Call to pick up the broken shells of people and arrange where brokenness of one is covered up by the beauty/wholeness of the next broken one. Been drying out personal stuff (past); building castles (imaginary kingdoms), the tide (time) will destroy SAND; move back away from it. Life built on the rock (Christ Jesus) will withstand the storms of life – even these.
WORD (9/22):
Calling on all Americans to UNITE
It’s time to divorce the systems abusing the US
Not one another
It’s time, with DIVINE HELP
“THROUGH THE NIGHT” DREAM (10/6/22):
Scene 1: Saw brief flashes in the current Patriots’ World Series photo cards of those in this hour who are standing for America’s freedom at great personal cost: President Trump, Steve Bannon, Brannon Howse, etc. Scene 2: Taken to a quiet room where Mike Lindell was playing guitar. He said, “This song has always reminded me of you.” I was America he was singing to, with her children standing by her side (the people). “When the night is come, and the land is dark, and the moon (reflected light of the sun) is the only light we’ll see. Stand by me Don’t be afraid. Oh darlin’, won’t you stand, stand by me?” (- Ben E. King, adapted from “Stand by Me, Father” by the Soul Stirrers and Sam Cooke.) Our family wanted to hug him in thanks. He said no – kept apart (set apart) by the focus of the call God has on his life for this moment. (Chosen, as are we in this hour for service) No time for thanks now, we are in a war. Scene 3: Not sure which election, but an election won, YES!!! I shouted (so loud I heard it in my sleep, and started to wake) as Michael (Mike) is walking uphill (“Uphill battle on a rigged playing field.”) along the roadside with the people toward the official political stuff. He ignores reporters and says “Hi!” with a hand wave and smile to a gramma rocking on her front porch by the roadside watching. I thought of Mike’s childhood experience with divorce of family, and all efforts to stop America’s family from dividing now, as well as the uphill battle to have two valid winning elections recognized, massive fraud corrected, with the people’s voice heard and restored.
AFTER WORDS:
I woke with an urgency to go down on the deserted community park/ball field for my early morning daily prayer walk to pray for America. God brought to mind “Star Spangled Banner,” the United States of America national anthem by amateur poet Francis Scott Key. “O say can you see by the dawn’s early light, what so proudly we hailed at the twilight’s last gleaming? Whose broad stripes and bright stars through the perilous night, o’er the rampart we watched were so gallantly streaming. And the bombs bursting in air, gave proof throughthe night that our flag was still there. O say does that star spangled banner yet wave, o’er the land of the free and the home of the brave.” I then stood at the flag pole there with one hand on it and the other raised to heaven praying for the nation that nothing bad happens by the grace of God. The FLAG was worn, faded and tattered on the edges by the winds of these last two years since I started praying there. The pole moved back and forth slightly in the gusty winds under my hand as I prayed in the Spirit – lead to pray that God HELP America. Excerpts from Irving Berlin’s “God Bless America” came to mind – “God bless (help) America, land that I love, Stand beside her and guide her through the night with a light from above. From the mountains, to the prairies, to the oceans white with foam, God bless America, My home sweet home.” And from “GETTING STARTED” by Jeremy Camp, “Here’s a song about light from darkness, I believe you’re only getting started. He loves you. I believe.” NOTE: The flag was replaced because of outrage expressed by the people, with a new smaller flag the day before the China spy balloon reporting. I pray that is symbolic?
DESTINY DREAM (10/10/22):
The first person at the table was standing (as a swap shop vendor, minister and former convict – a symbol of reclaimed treasure from trashed lives.) God made us to share what has helped us, to bring His treasure out of what sin has trashed. “All things work together for good to the called according to His purpose.” Spiritual pride of man a flaw to be repented of. The second person and I sat down to eat at an end (Last Days) unit table. The first man was standing there, speaking for God, and gave us all our heritage (Bloodline) and destiny (Purpose). My purpose was to save much people alive, change the face of disability on the planet (almost ALL worldwide now are potentially subject to disability and being unwanted, ie. satanic eugenics depopulation agenda), and to defend God? This was a symbol of the unique purpose and call upon our life each of us has. The second person (unrepentant addict) at the table shook his head negatively, failing to step into his purpose, saying no way it could be him. (UNFULFILLED DESTINY the person rejected.) Someone in another apartment was listening. He came out smiling and shared the gift he had (a crafted pierced needlework design made by another.) Not your call. (FULFILL YOUR DESTINY, not another’s.) Individual calls and activations of purpose are now on the Body of Christ.
EVENT/WORDS (10/22):
@ Miracle Nights Tour: Goal: No one to leave there the same. LAY PRAYER WORD: Someone not at fault for what has happened to you. Healing past hidden trauma. Last days the body needs to minister to each other. Worship, oneness in Christ, and prayer were combined as a spiritual weapon.
WORDS (10/10/22):
We became a plastic user society (culture). Along with disposable cup and water bottles came disposable marriages, disposable children, disposable morals, disposable life. We discarded the lasting durable (clear glass) for the convenient (opaque plastic). False packaged as convenient; foolish packaged as smart, wolves in sheep’s clothing. Inconvenient truth is not global warming, it is moral bankruptcy. From a FLAWED center, return to THE TRUE Center – HIS truths, HIS ways. A society adorns itself for the wrong bride. Breakthroughs we have been praying for need to happen in the Spirit first before they manifest in earth. He is Our Prince; come to Slay the Dragon, and He is our CHAMPION. Surely, as the Bethel Music song, “Champion” says, “Giants fall when He stands, undefeated … He has conquered it all.“
WORD (10.11.22): It’s Time to Shine
PROPHETIC BILLBOARD: “Now is the TIME”
PRISON DREAM (10/14/22):
Scene 1: View a dungeon (prison of sin). See and FEEL the people trapped there with awful profane thoughts and acts constantly. Then I hear satan strongly talking. I asked, WHO is that? NOT God’s voice. These people are tortured and enslaved at the point of their pain. The kindness of God brings them out. Survived, without hope in the world. If we who are in God’s Goshen of protection in the midst of the evil feel this; how tormented those people entrapped in spiritual slavery of sin without His Presence feel now. Scene 2: The church: Sign going into the church that they are going to limit the clergy for the service. When I told an observer about it, he said WHY? I said, BECAUSE THEY CAN. I was not in the choir singing, like before, but raising up the watching people to speak. “It’s Time for the Sleeper to Wake … I hear the Spirit say It’s Time” – from “Let the Light In” by Kari Jobe
PRAYER WALK OBSERVATIONS (1/2021-10/19/22):
Equal blessing of provision and pain throughout life (privilege of godly parents, ministry environment, blessing of children, education, eyes to love His people) balanced with the provision of God alone through life’s challenging circumstances of lifetime disabilities. Living in urban America has been one of those mixed blessings, and helped me to see things I would not have seen in the box of the church. Only as He brought me into the world that was John Wesley’s parish, I realized more what I was called to as I entered law school before 9/11.
DAY AND NIGHT PEOPLE WORD: The People of the Alley
Like in Dolly Parton’s song … THERE WAS JESUS. In A time of a morally-crumbling society divorced from God, I observed the urban phenomenon I call the day and night people. The former emerged during daylight with the veneer of normalcy, while those who come out after dark are literally life with the veneer stripped off, sometimes clinging to a shred of normalcy. While renting in a beach area, I came out after sunrise to get in my car. Surprised, there were two men sitting on the ground beside my car door with a bag of some white substance, looking at me like I had disturbed their “normalcy” by appearing in their space. I kindly asked them to move, and went about my day with a sense of the surreal.
Later moving to a spot overlooking the community park, I was allowed by God to be an eyeWITNESS through my window, and daily cancer-healing fall-winter-spring prayer walks in the park. I observed the night people living just under the veneer, coming out primarily nocturnally to talk, argue, spout profanity, and scream or set off fireworks occasionally. At daybreak, after conveniently using the park facilities for daily ablutions, they melted away into the landscape of normalcy mostly. A homeless encampment was hidden from housed people’s view behind a privacy fence. Police told me most of these persons had substance abuse problems, since there were plenty of city resources for them should they so choose. YMCA officials told me they still had a choice as to whether they would accept help. Periodically you would see the unhoused citizens of a free republic walk down the sidewalk, holding onto a remnant of former life’s veneer perhaps. They included a man with a golf club practicing his swings on a non-existent ball; another man always dressed neatly in earth-toned or black clothes that didn’t show soil, with a Dick’s folding chair when he needed to sit and a blanket to lie down on under a tree in the morning sun; a lady with OCD in a van with every inch crammed with belongings wore a robe and slippers to her morning restroom visit; younger men with skateboards, bicycles, phones, music and updated clothing styles – mostly clean. One older man always walked his two small dogs every day in the same casual sportsman outfit. Another strolled his toddler son many days, trying to fix up a street-parked camper for his addicted wife that other homeless defaced with graffiti.
One man stands out most with the veneer-of-normalcy attempt of those who have lost it all. When he “moved” into the park’s edge as a regular inhabitant it was away from the others – as close as he could get to normal. He proceeded to rake and sweep his area clean of debris, leaves, trash, and put up a nice camping tent partly hidden under a large tree. Always clean, he and the other Dick’s chair gentlemen both came to the edge of the woods with their chairs to sit and listen to me talk to a Prayer Walk participant about the Lord. Then he got a regular girl friend who moved in the tent with him. All was quiet for a while. They hung a Halloween decoration up outside the tent. Then they started having domestic disputes, and voices carry. She said, “Leave the house. Go!” Walking one morning, I noticed another tent had been set up a little distance away, and he was sitting in the tent looking miserable as the sun shone in. Homeless domestic disputes and separation being played out in a drug-fueled, petty crime unhoused environment before the PD removed their encampment. God needed me to see this.
So sad. The children made and decorated Christmas cookies, for me to take there, along with a Community Resource Sheet, salvation message, and this message: “The cookies are from the children. I hope that something on the sheet will be of help, and that this coming year will be a better one for you than the last.”
The shirtless people, and the harassing people were sprinkled occasionally through this milieu; but one man put his shirt back on and smiled after he wandered by the One-Year Bible I had left on the park bleacher during Prayer Walk. Many of these people were bicycle, skateboard or walking people. One man had a disability, and screamed to “turn out the light” outside my window some nights when apparently it was visible on the adjacent park ballfield. Police have their hands so full, that they are not able to quickly respond. I have never lived in this type of urban environment before, but it is good for the soul to be an eye WITNESS to this complete picture. I am reminded of Solzhenitsyn’s word to America that if her people ceased to be good, they would cease to be great. A republic is meant to first be governed by the law of God in a man’s heart. Outside that, there are not enough police in the world to make it work. If society further breaks apart, the veneer of normalcy will be broken through more and more in the planned disruptions, and many more people may be potentially one catastrophe away from becoming an unhoused individual – not through drugs but through collapse of societal systems. Only God can help us now.
The car people I met in church or at fellow-believers’ businesses; the ones at church still immaculately dressed in nice clothes, some knowing Christ in a powerful way, sitting on the back pew. One lady was a former aesthetician to celebrities with a nice home in an affluent area, when she lost her home during the 2008 housing bubble burst, and was called to street ministry to the homeless. Some people coming through church women’s groups now are at risk of homelessness due to 2022 job loss. This led me to share the Community Resources handout mentioned above, developed for Prayer Walk (See Resources page), as God combines both practical and spiritual help for the people. Another white-bearded older man that looked like Moses with piercing blue eyes was receiving free vehicle repair by an auto repair shop co-owner. He had been a chaplain. The kindness and the respect given him seemed to mean so much. I talked with a pastor at a playground where my grandkids were playing with his child. He told me of the sale of his East Coast home after his ex-wife’s West Coast relocation with the child. Once he had arrived to stay near his child, he found out he could not afford the inflated housing, and was living in his car. The face of homelessness should not be hidden by a stereotypical approach.
The van people (ie. The Van Life) I see on my summer prayer walk alongside the Pacific Ocean’s front row of some of the most expensive and desirable of California homes. Parked facing the ocean with $125,000 van doors open to salt air breezes, they cook on finished insides with mini-range and fridge, rooftop surfboards and bumper-hung bikes; or refurbished 1960’s “Jesus Revolution” VW-style vintage vans with a homemade sleeping deck covering belongings storage. The pick-up truck guy with a makeshift or color-mismatched truck bed shell, sits in a truck bed chair watching the ocean. Some of these folks were outpriced in the housing market of $2000/month+ one-bedroom rentals; where in other locales they could purchase a mortgage on a nice home for that amount.
MICROCOSM
So I see these lessons, witnessed with my own eyes from a protected spot, as a microcosm of what is going on in the world now. These are the face of today’s “unwanted,” along with much of the world’s population. Will we address the root problems before all semblance of normalcy and goodness is torn away by evil’s predators? Or will we once again TURN to God, fight spiritual wickedness, and stand? If not, this is a society founded by God in freefall under undue influence of evil. Like in the Garden, man to turned to trust the enemy’s words, not God who loved and created them. The enemy’s tools include the dark sides of technology, materialism, keeping up appearances, atheism, communism, socialism, humanism, “scientism,” Islamism, cults, globalism, pseudo-intellectualism, faux-scientism eugenics and other systems that deny His loving existence and foundation of natural laws. I pray we turn back to His Love. The alternative is too horrible to contemplate.
This is what I see as an eye WITNESS in 2022.
WORD: (12/5/22)
Jesus was Jewish. The disciples were Jewish. The writers of the New Testament and the Old Testament
were Jewish. Christianity is a Jewish religion. As NY former Mayor Ed Koch said, “The only difference is that one believes Messiah has come, and the other does not. Time will tell who is right.” We “gentiles” are branches grafted into the vine of beloved Israel by the grace of God only. We do NOT replace the vine. Any presentation hiding behind Christian symbols and words that does not make this clear is not speaking truth. God chose the Jewish nation to bring forth the Jewish and Gentile Messiah. What we are dealing with is simply all people exercising their God-given choice between goodness and evil, darkness and light, slavery or freedom – a age-old struggle since the Garden. God will allow choice’s consequences to correct each of us when we walk away from His ways. We stand, as commanded in His Word, as a covering for His chosen people and land, and Judeo-Christian believers of good faith in Yeshua Maschiach of all nationalities and ethnicities. A Torah promise of “I will bless those who bless you, and curse those who curse you” is a reminder to “pray for the peace of Jerusalem,” and Jesus’ statement that “narrow is the way that leads to life, and few there be that find it.”
WORD (12/6/22)
Now is the time for endurance, just like the point near the end of an Ironman Triathlon marathon race. It is time to just keep taking the next step, doing the next right thing and looking for His signs, wisdom and words along the way. It is important to keep HOPE alive, trusting in One who works all things together for the good … THE God of the broken road. BELIEVE the best is yet to be – one way or the other, here or in Heaven. There is NO fear in love. Perfect love casts out all fear. Have His heart for serving others, as you would serve Him. Be a blessing to your community, and answer the call God has placed on your life. Agree in the Spirit with Him and HIS Word by using HIS Authority as directed in Matthew 16:18-20. We fight on our knees. “The effective fervent prayer of a righteous man avails much.” James 5:16 Use the sword of the Spirit which is the Word of God. Use the offensive weapon of praise first, like Israel did when they went out to battle, winning without a fight. We give You praise and glory, Lord. “For this purpose, the Son of God came, that HE might DESTROY the works of the DEVIL.”
DOCTRINES OF DEMONS DREAM: (12/7/22)
Scene 1: At Treblinka Concentration Camp, I was in the oven. I saw the bricks overhead. I was adjusting my blanket when I saw that I was moving down the conveyor towards the fire. Scene 2: A man who was awake was moving inexorably toward the same fire. He was able to find the way out through a long tunnel under the building. (These are the people of the Final Solution worldwide. An assembly line of manufactured death, atrocities are being committed under the façade of normal in a Mengele medical system.) Scene 3: An assembly line of coffins was being filled and closed by men, and taken away by someone down a dirt road away from the compound. The children and women were then sent away by the men to an area next to the water that had been a safe space in the past, but no longer provided covering from the rain. They used individual natural palm fronds instead to shelter. AFTERWORD: Flash of Steve Bannon saying “any new political leaders needed to have rods of titanium steel,” tempered in the fire to stand the heat.” Also, Jewish Holocaust survivor and documentary-maker, Vera Sharav, saying “We are all the Jews now.” MEANING: “Manufactured death” = Planned using tech (5G, Neuralink, surveillance & control), shots, plagues, famine, war, funneling people into digital cattle cars and “quarantine” camps through vaccine passport/digital currency. “Mengele system” = corrupted “health care” system (bad drugs, assisted suicide, sterilization, chemical and physical castration even of children, medical privacy violations, surveillance & control). “Conveyor belt” = moving inexorably toward extinction (death). “Sleeping person” = those not realizing extent of current reality, and adjusting their blanket to remain comfortably asleep when changes occur. “Awake man” able to save life through digging below surface normal to find the long underground passage out to freedom and safety. “Atrocities” = Holocaust 2.0. “Coffins” = orchestrated deaths and evidence removed from sight. “No safe structure for the children” = No safe group structure for children from adversity and attacks upon them, except individual natural sources (family), in education, etc. “Façade of normal” = “Work” camps hid atrocities in World War II. “These are the people of the worldwide Holocaust 2.0 Final Solution” = Planned by their own admission courtesy of the New World Order “Great Reset” elitist eugenicists from World Economic Forum (Yuval Noah Harare, Gates, Schwab, Obama, Soros, etc.)
Hopefully in the future we will be able to offer an e-book, and brief disability life coaching consulting sessions for donations to our ministry work. ‘Til then, may our Lord bless you and keep you, be the savior of your heart and guardian of your soul, meet you at the point of each need instead of each fault, restore you, make His face always to shine upon you, and surround you with His loving peace.
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